Monday, September 14, 2009


Happiness. Everyone has their own definition of what it means to them. I feel like I used to know what it meant to me, but lately I've been feeling like I have no idea anymore.

I'm a simple girl. So it takes the simplest things in life to keep me happy. I don't ask for much out of my family, friends, and boyfriend. In all three categories all I ask for are; loyalty, honesty, and for your trust. If you're only going to go through halfway with any of those with me, then don't even bother, give me your all or give me nothing.

But it seems like you can't even ask for those three simple things out of your own family, friends or boyfriend anymore. Or is it that I'm asking for too much?

I know no matter how old you are, who you are, how wealthy you are, what your status is, you're always going to be let down one way or another. That's why most of the time when I have gotten let down, I shrug my shoulders, know not to depend or trust the person(s) anymore, and to move on. I already feel like my time in life is short, there's no way in hell I am going to stop my life, cry over a person who doesn't deserve my tears. If you can't give me loyalty, honesty and trust, then you sure as hell do not deserve my time or my tears.

Pain is inevitable.
Suffering is optional.

I definitely need to get out of here. It's time I see new places and meet new faces again.

But besides from that, like I said, I'm a VERY simple girl. I am happy to just be blessed with another day, a roof over my head, good food to fill my stomach with, a good paying job to pay my bills with, a very loving family, a very good friend, and a very awesome boyfriend. I am truly blessed. (=

1 comment:

bebiix said...

life, liberty and the pursuit of happYness.
its easy to make someone else happy, but for you, you just gotta go grab it for yourself.

youve got my loyalty,honesty, and trust with a lot of love :) i kno im shy and quiet, but im always there when you hollar. and i love reading your blog :)
keeps me closer to you

"The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch with, never saying a word, and walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had."