SI

"Denies SI at this time." 

Verbatim from my doctor's note.

Truth is, I've thought about it. More than I probably should, but I can't admit it to anyone because then they'll intervene and send you somewhere for who knows how long.

Next week I'm going to start seeing my shrink bi weekly. At the end of my first visit, she said "Oh yeah, everything you share with me is completely confidential. Unless it's thoughts of harming yourself or others. I have to share that with others."

Driving makes it so easy to make it look like an "accident."

It's 70 out, the sun is shining, I have wonderful family, friends, and the best life partner ever and I can't help but still feel so sad.

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