Monday, July 18, 2011

I haven't written a real meaningful post in awhile and it's all due to the amount of time and energy I've been putting into work as of late.

I really enjoy my job, and especially the people I am surrounded by everyday (which is always a huge deal). So I've been putting much more effort into this job versus any other job I've worked at. But it's still hard for me to find myself dedicating myself to this position.

It's actually hard for me to commit or dedicate 100% of myself into something because although today, I may feel like I want this really bad, the next day I'll want something else.

Like how fast my mind changes thoughts, my feelings change even faster.

I just want to commit to something that'll make me happy and give me the sense of fulfillment that I crave and need. I mean I am happy and currently fulfilled w/my current job, but I still lack the dedication needed to follow through w/the next two exams.
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Anonymous said...

Yo, for as long as I've known you, you haven't changed. You're destined for disaster, Tams. Go do some more traveling alone and more soul searching. You need it.

TamZilla said...

Thanks for the tip, but I think I'm very content at where I'm at in life. Why not have the best of both worlds and work while traveling alone? And for the whole soul searching thing, I'm pretty sure of who I am as a person. (;