If I could have things my way, I'd like to open up the bank everyday. I don't mind waking up early, to get off of work a little earlier so I could do things on a beautiful day like today! The past three days, I've been waking up at 5:30am for work and it feels good. It's nice to have extra time to get things done. and I hate closing on nice days! or When it's the weekend, and the weather sucks. The weekends are basically my free days, and if it's ugly out I get lazy to do things.

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Today marks the first day of State Fair '09. I got my advanced tickets yesterday and I'm ready to pig out! I can't wait to introduce T to beignets. He's a bread lover, and beignets are one of my favorite. I haven't found a place in MN that sells em yet, but if you're ever in St. Louis, MO you gotta go to Sydney Street Cafe...awesome food and they have the best beignets, but I'm sure anywhere in New Orleans would beat it.

I've been losing touch with some of my friends lately, and they're not just friends, they were or are my considered one of the few close friends I have. I don't know what has gotten into me, but I guess it's a choice I've been making, and giving them and myself the "I lost my blackberry in Vegas so I can't call or text you" excuse.-I know it's not an excuse, but I feel like if they're such close friends to me, it goes both ways right? They have my number, they know where I live, they know how to get a hold of me, so why won't they? I guess people grow apart sometimes.

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You can't start a fire
You can't start a fire
Without a spark
--Bruce Springsteen "Dancing in the Dark"

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Sucks that I've put myself in this position. In the end I already know what's going to happen. I am mad at myself.

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Gotta get back to making special doggy bones for work...I"ll try and take a pic to explain later. haha cause I know it sounds weird..